Ameliorative Ardour

Rant about Bieber

2010-05-07T18:25:00.009+08:00

One question. What's B-I-E-B-E-R ?

Out of the millennium some random kid POPS-UP.. So who on earth is this person? His name sucks too.. Beeber? Beaver? Seriously sounds so uncool. Yucks!

Whats with that purple shirt anyways?

OMG.. I seriously hate everything about him. He's voice is the killer. That very un-puberty voice, everyone who heard "his" voice all thought it was a girl's voice. Hahaha~ Every time he sings, he sounds like a girl too! Seriously man, is there a way to end the misery? He gets famous from just one song, and because he know's Usher. Lame!

I hate that he gets famous over a song that he didn't even write. With his sissy voice, and his "cute" looks, all his fan girls are all crazy over him. So where's the talent eh? If you wanna be famous, why don't you show some manhood eh? *ops* I forgotten you don't have one. LOL~ In my opinion, he's just a LOA (lack of attention) kid who's set to conquer everyone in the world.

"Baby x3 OH..!" *creeeps*

LOOK! even his album art says he's the favorite girl! hahaha.. People recognize he's a girl! (joking)

I personally don't hate him, just grow up kid!

Here's a joke I wanna share with you guys-

Man: "Dear God, if you can bring back MJ, we're more than glad to trade in Bieber and Miley Cyrus!"

Ps: LOA

I'm Tired

2010-05-05T21:08:00.000+08:00

I'm really sick of it. House chores that never ends. When will there be justice for me hmmm? I was told that what I'm going through now is all a way to train me for my future upcoming. So what on earth is the future upcoming? Can any kind souls enlighten me? To a certain extend, I'm required to do more of what than my predetermined pace, and they say, it's good to walk a mile more than others. So who am I actually walking for again? *sorry* I really can't get it. Perhaps its the chaos, the bedlam, a sort of perplexity with a pinch of mystification. Gosh! I freaking need a vacation.

With a month's worth of holiday gradually seeping away, with my life ticking away in Old Taste, when will it end. What's the outcome? What's the result. I seriously envy others. Why do I have to go through the hard way. Again this is what they says: "Hard times is there for a purpose, to mold you into someone who can withstand everything that's being thrown at you." You SERIOUS? Than why don't I see others facing the same crap? Hahaha..'

Ps: I miss my Nikon and BB.

Help

2010-02-18T18:13:00.000+08:00

Somebody please save me

Busy Bee~

2009-12-02T21:50:00.004+08:00

Gosh...! That's something that would keep ringing in my head for now.. Too many things in such a short time, I got my accounting 2 homework, my thailand dance, booth poster, my intercultural booth, my marketing presentations. And its all due by this week and next week for the intercultural booth. Such a sad case. No time for myself, no time to enjoy, just pure assignments.

I don't know whats the problem actually. The 3rd repetitive time, where I got a M.I.A group member in my group. Totally sucks..! Imagine calling him up for the pass few days, messaging him, no reply, not picking up the phone. End up? I have to do his part. So unfair!! *GERAM* ISSSh!! haha~ But I have my revenge. I evicted him away from the presentation, guess he shall loose his marks. Serve him right! The papaya not that bad, but her work quality is still bellow par in terms of quality.

Anyway, I really crave for fishes right now.. Unagi's, fried mackerals, u name it! Felt so tempted each time I stared at the food blogs. Sigh.. I really need more time to pamper myself. After finals I hope. That's my wish. Talking about somethings, I'm kinda confused right now. I was recently really in a deep trance, with my thoughts really occupied about how some situation were. Its really kind of an abstract thing, but if you could understand it, I bid you AWESOME! haha... I really don't know what am I actually worrying about, nor what am I really felt about something. Is there a reason for being/feeling so? Somebody please enlighten me.

Twitting have been my favorite pastime for now. It kinda caught up with me. The feeling of the so called "micro-blogging" is so much fun, posting up my current status just like Facebook or practically anything that is in my mind. Call me a tweet whore, I just love going for the tweet-a-thon. (a marathon way of tweeting)

That's all for now. I gotta get back to my accounting homework. Hehe~ BTW, I cut my hair if some of you haven't noticed. Call it weird, I call it different. lolx

Ps: Rubber-dub-dub.. I know it now!

Silver Puff

2009-11-24T16:22:00.004+08:00

Slowly walk away,
Down the dreamy stairs,
Singing away,
Just to stretch out.

Peek outside,
Towards the "silver puff",
A funny rhyme,
So just please look it up.

Pressing down the key,
Cracking up the shell,
Trooot-trooot-trooot,
There it is, your magic stick.

Hope you liked it.

Ps: Sugar Milk

Gelato~

2009-11-10T15:57:00.006+08:00

Sigh.. What have this world become? Why is everyone so hyped up on other people's business eh? Got so many stories to care about meh?? ISHHHHH!! Anyway, let's put all the 38 people aside. I'm going off to Cherating this weekend with me and my uncle's family. Its really a sudden vacation get away. But WRONG TIMING pulak. I need more time to go practice for my cultural dance. I'm really afraid my group isn't prepared and couldn't make it. I hate being the leader. For this whole semester, I was pushed off the cliff to be one. Why me? Stress tao!

I feel like eating ice cream now. Gelato! MMMMMmmmmm~ Should make an ice cream party next time. Wonder how it feels like to throw one. Should be awesome don't you think? Great then. Remember; my wish list - an awesome party.
Its so colorful~

Ps: I need my space, get lost.

A New Skin, A New Life

2009-11-08T23:00:00.004+08:00

It's been really really really a long time then. Counting back, I knew I was lazy. Time wasn't at my side. But finally, I decided to give my blog a new face, and a new life. What you think about my new layout? Nice? haha... Took me a few frustrating hours to figure out what goes where. Ish!! Lolx.. Well, more content after the break. And just to inform, I'm now a tweet whore. XP

Here's d picture which u requested. Took dis with my phone a few weeks back. The rest is still in my cam. hahaha

Ps: U and me, a winner.

Thursday

2009-10-29T23:55:00.001+08:00

There's nothing to describe. Only details of events I want to forget.

9.10pm- Dinner finished.

9.15pm- Sent friend home.

9.16pm- Felt kinda cold. Wanted to go back home fast.

9.17pm- Took a short cut. Its by the factories. Driving fast. Air cond was lowest, yet coldest.

9.18pm- Road blocked, quick U-turn, still in factories. My left, was her, white and red.

9.19pm- Freaked out. Drove away quickly.

9.23pm- I am stoned. No thoughts, no emotions, just pure fear.

9.55pm- Made my way home slowly after a constant 50km/h drive journey.

10.07pm- Went to park. Sat on grass. Stared at trees. Walked in circles. I tried everything. I just couldn't get it off my head.

10.42pm- Answered a phone call. I knew it was important, but I'm helpless.

10.53pm- Not much was said. Only sorry's. My fear is just emerging.

10.59pm- Made myself home. Led myself in. Forced myself dead.

11.13pm- Couldn't stand it anymore. I'm fear striken.

11.22pm- I feel numbness. My hands, my feet, my chest, my head, literally everywhere.

11.23pm- I know I am dead. It wasn't me. That wasn't me. That was someone else.

12.40am- Couldn't stand up. Dead and numb. I am still in the twilight, replaced by someone else.

Above was a the events of what happened. You might not know what really happened. But to the many few that heard, souls was depressed, life was shattered. It was all frightening. Fear of the uncertain. Hope was never near, possibly dead.

Here's some picture of the park i was in.
Something i saw in my cam after some shots. Weird.

Ps: I'm glad I got over it.

Perhaps Tonight

2009-09-27T09:10:00.003+08:00

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed but I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

Ps: I'm really lost

Mirror

2009-08-27T23:53:00.000+08:00

Today's Accounting 2 class was freaking disappointing..!! Have to rush to college because I'm late...! Ish... (I never liked the idea of changing the time table to 8.30am from the previous 9am) Making me crazy.. Anyway, once I'm in the class, Miss Sham isn't there yet. (as usual) Walking in the class while panting, I took a seat beside Edward and stared at he's cheeky face.. lolx~ Funny dao!! Looking at my watch, its 8.40am already. Finally Miss Sham came in, she spoke like for 5 mins, then she said: "Class, you can sign ur attendance and leave now.." Its like what?? I rushed over to college all just for that 5 mins of nothing?? hahaha...

Went over to 6th floor for a little walk (and to hear some music), and guess what? I saw Jess and Nicholas and a few others too.. They were walking in to a room. Thinking they might be suspicious, I followed them in.. Hahahaha.. Rupanya Jess wanted to film herself playing "Poker Face" in the piano. I sat there, all eyes fixed and gleaming at her. Wow..!! That's an astonishing piece of work. Not bad at all.. I wished I could play like that too.. After finishing, I went down to 1st floor and met Nikolas. He told me he got a gurl who recently fell in love with him. So as usual, gave him some tips and also advice on how to hack her off the hook. kekeke' I also made a background check on the gurl through her blog and everything. Conclusion?? Don't ever play with small gurls (she's 16 by the way), its CHILDISH!!! XD

My bleeding strawberry jam sandwich for breakfast

Around 10.15, went to Cineleisure with my friend to watch Orphan. Had lunch in VIVO which serves the All-American Pizza specialties and other varieties. Ordered a Classic Caesar Salad to line our stomach first, then a bowl of steamy hot mushroom soup, and followed by an extremely dry Carbonara Linguine pasta. Its seriously yielk! with the avid taste of the mushroom. I guessed no one would fancy that much of mushrooms.. Hahaha~

Lemon Kiwi (its green in real life)

Hot Chocolate (taste just like my protein shake at home)

Classic Caesar Salad

Carbonara Linguine pasta (ended up separating all the mushrooms aside)

2.15, well, what time is it?? It's movie time...... We headed into the cold alleys of the cinema corridor, prepared to hug our D13 and D14 seats tightly as we expected the worst "ORPHAN" might throw at us....

Our movie, titled "ORPHAN" was a movie of mixed feelings.. I wanted it to be scary, but its just another thriller/massacre film that's about brutal killings. The story line is unique though, I never knew Esther had a different past, and her life was so well hidden and concealed beneath her princess like figure. A movie with a slight twist at the climax. If you're after a good story line, this movie might not be too bad, but if your in for the scare, I'm afraid you might be disappointed. 7/10 rating.

As soon as our movie ended, we hurled our self to Watson's to buy the "secret". What is so secret about that "secret" till you have to keep it as a secret and not telling me that secret?? lolx~ Went to the pet shop in IKANO to look at the cutey dogs and animals there. I saw a schnauzer, its so so cute!!! I want it...!! hehehe~ But i prefer a grey colored one, and a MALE!! We also saw many different reptiles and birds on display, and you know what?? I even saw a black crocodile.. Its so cool! The shiny black hide of the skin looks so rugged and course, I wonder what it would looks like as my watch.. ahaha~ (just joking.. say NO to animal poaching)

On the way back home, took a wrong turn and ended up in a BAD BAD jam.. Should have been more wise. Sigh~ Thanks for those silent moment in the car anyway, gave me some time to think too... As the title of my post suggest, while I was looking at myself on the rear view mirror, I just couldn't help saying to myself that I'm really a nobody. I don't deserve what I have and I don't deserve anything. I'm really nothing...

Ps: Who am I to you?

The Perfect Day

2009-08-26T23:59:00.002+08:00

It's a perfect day to be made the perfect example for everything. All that happened today was simply just beautiful... Let it happen everyday, and watch how everything comes to place. A miracle..

Ps: Satisfied completely

Trancing Trsyt

2009-08-26T00:58:00.002+08:00

A bliss of thought, a slice of differences. The gratifying reality that truth depreciates. Yield by the avid trance of our constant ameliorative lives, the tryst amongst us will still be concealed as the transmutable form of enrichment. A raging thought, an uncommon difference. That's all there's to say...

The Longest Yet

2009-08-25T11:03:00.053+08:00

For these past few weeks, I have been enjoying a fruitful and pleasurable 3 weeks semester break. Its really a good turnaround considering I have been experiencing non-stop torture for my previous semester break, that is a "short-semester". Anyway, lets move on... I will be updating all of you readers about my recent activities on my holi-holi-holiday~

The first week of my break begin with a horrifying start. Apparently my mum was sooo "envious" of seeing me taking my breaks easily and doing nothing significant except shopping and movies, she decided to enroll me into one of their friends office. Sigh~ Starting holiday pun mau kerja adi... Apa la.. I was placed into a company called "Success Resources", where my work begins in an office. How nice it was to sit in my own desk and stay inside an air-cond room. Kekekekeke' Well, I started off work on 4th of August, which was a Tuesday all the way till 7th. Why only 4 days??? My mum wanted me to get to know some office environment experience. Is it thrilling?? Nooo...!! Life working ain't fun. You have to reach the office before 9am, then you gotta punch a silly card to record your attendance, then your on your way for a torturous 9-6 job.

The silly punch card

See!! I always reach office super early..!! *bangga*

Lets move on to my office. I was placed into the accounting department, where all the company's records and accounts are being done and stored. Here, my job was to insert the sales entry for the whole June's credit card sales transaction. It was a heck of a job, with so so many receipts and slips to handle, and I barely know a thing about working in the real world.

My very own desk, accompanied by my own tools. (matching right?? lolx)

The freaking stack of transactions. (This is only 12th - 22nd of June's transaction jek)

Some of the receipts are over 1m in length. SIAO!!!!

After completed entering the sales entries and balancing the accounts, I was given a "thing" to stamp the completed ones. (its called a "thing" because I dunno what on earth is that thing called) Hahaha~ It was really fun to stamp the receipts with that "thing" because it gave a nice satisfying sound and proudly says that I'm done.

The "thing"

It says "posted" (I just can't stop loving this word)

One of the weirdest things I've encounter was with my desk telephone. When I was busy doing my work, out of no where, my phone starting beeping. (I guess it was ringing) DAMN!! I have no idea how to use the phone wei. I got panic-ed as I stared blindly at the phone. Gushes after gushes of instructions floods my brain telling me how to react to the phone, but I just can't make up my mind to use which one. Lolx.. MENTAL BREAKDOWN!! Luckily my colleague kindly told me you can just lift up the receiver and PRESTO!! You sudah boleh dengar..!! Kekekeke' SO lame lorr...
The lame beeping phone

For the second week of my semester break, most of my time was spend on shopping and movies. Its pay back time for making me going to work. hohoho~ Watched "GI JOE" and also "The Proposal" and 'District 9" too.. It was really satisfying to blast it all out.. Waahahaha.. Anyway, during this week, I've gotten more and more attached with my close friends and also a couple of special ones.. Starting to miss them alot.
Not bad of a movie. Probably would rate it at 6/10. Storyline was quite predictable. But this movie managed not to bore me from the boring GI JOE's characters and suits.

The proposal is a nice comedic movie. Plenty of laughs and hidden agenda's in it. A must watch if you are into comedy. 7/10 rating.

District 9 is a pretty controversial movie. Lets put it like this, its a mixture of the movie "Cloverfield" and also action and sci-fi movies. The starting of the movie was induced with documentary and interview based shots, most of it will show a first person view of the camera man following the main character in his work. Later on, the movie progressed into a more normal cinematic shots where the movie just naturally flows with its storyline. It was possibly a unique combination of different elements, and the movie still managed to capture my attention with its boring aliens. If you think movie with aliens is boring, perhaps this is a totally different one. PRAWN RULES!! 8/10 rating.

Moving on to my third week. Spent quite some time with my friends. We went around together for some groceries shopping and also some bubble tea sessions which was my treat. Told you I'm KIND... hahahah~ (I became a driver while on the way)

Then on Thursday, I went with my special friend to Tropicana City Mall to venture into the newest attractions in PJ area. The place was not to bad for a mall with plenty of space to walk giving you the "spacious" feeling of walking in somewhere big. In a glance, there was nothing really special with it, just a usual mall with shops, some boutiques, and a cinema until.........

......you begin to venture deep into every shops and stall. Hahaha.. We bought our movie ticket in GSC for the movie "UP". Surprisingly it cost only RM 12 for 2 person. WHAT?? Bloody cheap wei.. 1U cost RM 11 for a person leh.. haha.. After purchasing our ticket, we continue our hunt for some well deserved restaurants to savor our hungry taste buds. While we're searching high and low, looking for the perfect spot, our feet miraculously brought us in front of a restaurant called SUSHI TEI.
While burying our face into the exciting and colorful menu, there's too much choices of food to eat already. So we opt to choose a few dishes to be shared. Ordered we done with a dish of Sukiyaki, Zaru Cha Soba and also several dishes of sushi's.. hehe
Zaru Cha Soba

Sukiyaki

The various sushi's... managed to capture 1 only.. others were in our tummy.. haha~

Our meal was quite pleasant, with all the ingredients being served well regarded as fresh. Would recommend it to anyone wanting another new face from this Singapore based restaurant. As usual, during our meal, there would be 1 culprit who loves to play the food. This is a fine example of a dish dunk with EVERYTHING... lolx
Bottoshiwa masadenoir ikataeh~ (disgusting doink) XD

Well ahead of time, once we've finished our marvelous lunch, we head around the mall to check out the shops. Nothing much in particular, but we had fun playing some baby toys in Toys R' Us.. The toys now so high tech adi, can sing and talk to you. Can even make you mm song. ahahaha... (got 1 doll keep on ignoring me, but she choi my fren..ish!! so unfair) We then headed towards GSC for our movie!!!! Guess what, the cinema hall is freaking huge wei.. And the seats is really comfortable. All for 12 bucks?? Cannot imagine wei.. hahahaha~
Watching "UP" instantly gave me 2 words. Cute and Lame... Lolx. The characters in the show is pretty adorable, with plenty of hilarious gimmicks stored in it.. But sadly, the movie was not able to achieve a satisfying storyline which it was trying to deliver. Perhaps we weren't the targeted audience. But still, a great movie is one that delivers. 6/10 though. Great for kids and cutey lovers. haha~

On Friday evening, went to Yun Ci's home for a barbecue party with all my friends. Its so fun and DUMB.. Had a variety of food from chicken, sausages to seafood and also salads. I ♥ salad!! Ate so many, I guess I'm the healthiest among all of them all.. hahahaha~
Being bullied by all the gurls... sigh~ (childish larr dey all) XD

Phew~ Been sitting here blogging for quite some time adi.. Looks like a few hours have gone by.. But its enjoying though.. Stay updated yar.. Love you all~

Ps: Marvelous time together, repeated?

Kena Complaint

2009-08-25T10:55:00.003+08:00

I've received numerous complaints again about my blog, and guess whats the issue is about and was by whom. Its someone I know really well. Hope you TERASA sikit.. hohoho~ And the complaint was about my lack of updates to my blog. How do I say this, I really really liked to blog, but I'm just lost in content. Anyway, today I'll just try to leave my comfort zone and head on for my next post. heeee~

Ps: Yala yala...

3words

2009-08-08T12:31:00.004+08:00

A picture speaks a thousand words...

Ps: I am back

Anti-Emo Campaign

2009-08-01T22:58:00.020+08:00

Today me and Leon planned something big and extra-ordinary. Guess what were we up to our sleeves? We initiated our very own campaign, which is "Anti-Emo Campaign" in conjunction with today being the 1st day of August... lolx~ We want to help the world to be a better place by reducing the emo flu from spreading around the world. (Just like how the H1N1 flu got started) Therefore, we are asking everyone of you to participate in our "little" movement. Together, we can change the world!!! wahahaha~

Many of you may wonder how to cure emo-ness... Let me give you all a few insiders (tips) on how to stop it. Through many trials and errors, we found out a "funny" solution to stop emo-ness.

Case 1:

One day, I was feeling extremely hungry. So as usual, the first thing I would do would be to reach out to the telephone and to call MCD delivery. But....my poor cell phone was out of juice. So, being frustrated, I walked around in search of a telephone. Suddenly......... I saw a label.
The label reads: "telephone". At first, it looks kinda unusual, it seems so "high-tech". But who cares, I'm hungry. So I lifted the phone and started dialing. *dialing* 1-300-13-1300

But realizing there was no button for me to press, maybe this phone is an auto dial phone. So I said: I mau call MCD delivery.

Then I waited for the operator to pick up.

*after 2 mins* ZZZzzzzz....!!! I can't even hear a single sound!!

Damn!! I'm so pissed off. I'm emo now... Everyone DON'T disturb me..!!

This is where the exciting part comes in. We figured out medication will help.. Trust us..!!

Try this pill instead. This is what we call "EUREKA" XD

Can such a "pink" pill help me? It looks so flashy...

OMG~!! I'm about to eat it...

It tasted weird~ I can feel sweet, with a little hint of coconut and onion yogurt taste.

Guess what..?? I instantly became happy again. This is seriously an anti-emo pill. Guys, do try it!! (Ever wonder why gurls take it?) It's to help them reduce their emo-ness during their PMS!!!!

So, remember remember remember, August 1st is the day of NO emo!!!

Ps: I wonder when is my turn

Whooops!!!

2009-07-31T23:56:00.005+08:00

Now only i realize, that my blog is a little prone to the "emo" side.. wahaha~ Didn't notice that till Soo told me so. I'm so sorry yar..." Made everyone run away from my blog adi.. LOLx~ So for a new beginning, lets start something funny then. (I promise its not a lame joke)

What do you get if you come across a plate of toast with the hands of Louis Kong??

You'll get this...

A mushy smashed egg which looks like it was being blasted... lolx

Today went out for a small gathering with my old school mates in Old Town, really miss them alot wei. You all lar, so busy. ISH!! Ee lain, you owe me one, sick konon lar.. Yun Ci and Yee Han too.. After your exams ya...!!

And guess what? I don't want to drive manual car adi.. Let "you" all scare me errr.. wahaha~ Next time watch out... I'm gona bomb your house, San San!! I don't think your bf can save you adi.. muahaaha~

Anyway, I'm planning to go cut my hair with Nigel, wanna go see Jack again to test his skills.. Please don't ruin my hair please..

Ps: Looking at the brighter side

Jeopardized

2009-07-30T14:17:00.000+08:00

Today is suppose to be a special day. A really special day where I can celebrate it and take pleasure in. But under some unreasonable circumstances, the whole plan was jeopardized... To see it ruined really strike my heart with misery and distress. And what do you do with all of those disappointments when a previous "PROBLEM" adds-on to it?? You'll end up pretty upset..

Why does it always have to happen this way?? Couldn't there be any better solution then just hanging there and idling?? I need to take a break, Kit-Kat anyone?? haha~ I understand too you're pretty confused and upset, because you don't know what to do. Let me tell you what you can do, stay close and support me. That's the best you can do for now. MOST importantly, be as happy as you can to cheer me up.

I really wish that "PROBLEM" would just disappear, I can feel it killing me day by day... sigh~

Anyway, my final's are over. I finally can have a 3 weeks term break. Can't wait to enjoy every single day of it. WAHAHAHAHA~

Ps: Will there be a replacement?

Alone... crickets

2009-07-24T23:35:00.001+08:00

GREAT~!!! I meant NOT SO great. *confused* Great or not so great?? Anything lar... LOL~ I've come to realize something, it's really hard to give up something, especially when it comes to both which you like best. Hmmm... I'm wondering what should I give up then? My personal preferences or my obligated decree? There's so many things I wished where it can actually work smoothly, BUT things as I've said before will never come smoothly. Take yesterday for example, why would there be a conflict of inner covetous?? It's because the other party isn't fully understanding about the current situation and couldn't apprehend towards what is happening around them. So what should I do? Just follow the flow? Or perhaps request for another way which is more beneficial to both parties, and to be more fair to me? I doubt so... I don't think this world is fair. But we live with hope, and hope is the one that keeps us moving..

Many a times I myself felt like giving up, or just letting my surroundings swivel past me and stood still? Being completely idle and contribution less... That sounds like a total waste of resources, of what I am able and capable to deliver and outperform what I am suppose to remit. But does any of you realize that? Do YOU?? hmm... Being in such situation is a real challenge for me, as I gotta predict my everyday to actually be fully prepared of what I might face, especially from the ever doubting promise. Life is full of surprises i guess. Hahaha. And this is what makes our life colorful and remarkable. But from what I have understand, I truly need a "someone" to really stand by my side and support me all along. Guiding my path and giving me the necessary support I needed to continue my everyday. And to care my fragility soul. I don't want to be alone anymore.

Ps: The choice is yours

Confused'

2009-07-21T22:53:00.003+08:00

TWO WEEKS ago, something bad happened. *Fast forward to today* I guess history re-repeats it self again. Haha~ Errrmm... I don't really know how to explain my situation, but all I can say is I'm confused and sad. Probably its because of something complicated. SIGH~ I really want it to end and get to experience the happy ending of it. When will it finally stop? I guess you know the answer.

I learnt something new today. A journey of a thousand miles begins when we take the first step. This same saying truly applies to my condition, abide the fact that I've done my first step. All I got to do now is to continue on with this wonderful journey filled with many surprises and happiness. (I'll just continue walking towards my dreams) I know I will get to understand it..!! hohohoho~

Thanks to Hitz Fm. for your marvelous joke about a guy who crash into RED CAR~!!! It's extremely RETARDED. Hahahahaha~
TeeHee....!!!

Ps: Will you walk with me?

Retarded...!!

2009-07-07T20:40:00.005+08:00

Today's class in college is totally killing me, especially Chemistry. I don't understand at all the Polyatomic Ions (chapter 5.4) and naming those polyatomic ions.. It's like so so complicated, maybe its just me lar. Haha~ BUT still, you gotta memorize about 40+ compounds to be able to answer the questions. I seriously in need of a good chemistry tutor adi. Anyone who's willing? LOL

After class, straight away went 10th floor to do our booth showcase. When me and Sean reached the lounge area, our jaws was like left hanging... (wide open) All the tables were like FULLY occupied and booked. My heart sank, all because of you MAYBELINE..!! Hahaha.. You should have let me rent the spot in front of you, then can sama-sama do business what. Kekekeke' Anyway, I believed our booth was a success, with many people coming in to participate in our activity, and answer the questionairs provided. Till about 1.15pm, I quickly jumped into the lift and descend my self "gracefully" down to third floor, to find Nee..(actually I was anxious, because I know I'm late, and Nee is going back adi...so must quickly catch up) LOL~ We then went MCD to have my lunch. I'm freaking hungry today, hungry til I finished my Big Mac within 2 mins... hehe~

Went back home after that. Here's something I wanna share with everyone, never ever go near the park! NEVER! Weird things will happen, and its never at all pleasant. Can't believe what just happened just now. OMG~!!!!! haha.. but I'm glad I learnt my lesson. It will never ever happen again.. About 4pm, quickly cabut and went Starbucks with some friends and have some time to chill out. Gotta release my stress, and apparently, things really do get better. Thanks for the time spend, it really helped alot. Oh ya, do remember to "look" at the person ya. kekekeke'

One last thing to everyone, don't DOH DOH YEH...! It's not good, it's not great and it's not pleasant. Wahahahahahahah~ (especially u, D&M)

I have passed my driving test yesterday..!! And its without the "pow" (bribe). This proves that its all pure driving skill. Can't wait to drive and zoom zoOM ZOOM~!!! (lets go TANJUNG)

Ps: Remember the tissue

Awaiting "The" Day...

2009-06-25T18:55:00.005+08:00

People say things don't always go the way we wanted. And it's really true. Everyone have their own views on how things should be. Lately I'm living in an utmost condition full of disappointments and stale moments. Perhaps life is all about experiencing every single expect of everything, and this includes even the gloomiest moments. But in every thunderstorm there would be a rainbow appearing after the rain, and this proves that things would get better.

Here's something I would like to dedicate to a friend of mine, who have been away from me for quite some time. Things don't usually happens the way we wanted, but if it's so, just let it be and face it boldly. Perhaps you feel alone and helpless, but always remember, you have a family, and you have a great bunch of friends who's always by your side. Take time to spend with your love ones, especially those who matters greatly to you. And appreciate all the small things they done with you and for you. It may seem like nothing to you, but to them, it's a wonderful form of encouragement that you finally noticed their efforts and being grateful for all they've done. Before everything is gone and lost...

For now i shall just wait for this thunderstorm of mine to be over and await the rainbow that would emerge, if it ever does appear...

(I want to apologize to all my readers for the lack of updates on my blog. I've been really busy lately with my new semester in college, and you know why?? It's a SHORT SEMESTER!!! )

tehee~!! LOL

Ps: I'll just wait...

Tagged by Yee Shien

2009-05-27T16:41:00.002+08:00

1.Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?

My neck, especially if they slowly glide all the way down~

2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?

I smiled, after having a funny dream about fireplaces and touring my friends home

3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?

My colleagues

4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?

I would prefer to call it a little

5.Will you ever donate blood?

Of course..!! Tak cukup umur only.. LOL~

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?

DUH!!

7.Do you want someone to be dead?

I'm kind and sweet... If there was one, I've probably forgave them already..

8.What does your last text message say?

Cee: Don't spill the bowl all over yourself...

9.What are u thinking right now?

Why still haven't rain... Freaking hot~

10. Do you want someone to be with you now?

Yes... I need the honey lemon..!! kakaka'

11.What was the time you went to bed last night?

Erm, don't tell my mum ya! 3.24am

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?

Ikano

13.Is someone on your mind right now?

Yes. And the "someone" doesn't wanna leave my mind... hehe

14.Who was the last person who text you?

My friend

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...

1. Leon

2. Ruthbell

3. Cee

4. Nixon

5. Jamie

6. Ee Lain

7. Yun Ci

8. Hanna

9. Zoe

10. Wan Ting

15. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?

Herself?? LOL

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?

Female

17. If no. 7 and and no. 1 get together, would it be a good?

No.. Because she would bully him

18. What is no. 10 studying about?

Dunno wor.. Forgotten 2 ask..

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?

Previously...

20. Is no. 4 single?

Yup, single and available

21.Say something about no. 2.

Can't believe rooster's can run..

22.What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?

What?? That's so sick.. les les les...

23.Describe no. 9.

Mature and hot?

24. What will you do if no. 6 and no. 7 fight?

Aiya, they would get along again pretty soon

25. Do you like 8?

Why everyone asking the same question?? NO!! We're related.. LOL~

Conjecture'

2009-05-26T23:36:00.002+08:00

I guess it's one of those "weird" moments... I know life shouldn't be like this, but I can't help to feel a little emo-ed... Perhaps I'm thinking too much, or maybe my mind is just wondering far far away~ Haiz... I suppose it's till here then...

Today my driving instructor came over to my house and we resumed our usual class. I again drove all the way to PJ and he taught me how to do the parking... WOW~ There's so many steps to remember leh... Astonishingly, as you follow the steps, you will realize the car is beautifully parked inside the parking lot. Amazing...(lame) Anyway, my slope isn't so good this time around. Every time I drive up the slope, it's either the front tire barely reached the line or I never touch the line. What is going on with me judgment?? Am I experiencing hallucinations?? hahahaha~ I really hope I can do better on my next lesson. "HOPE" is really a big word...

Patience really taught me a real lesson. It's not about what we would like to achieve, but it's a regard of how things will naturally come to place as we follow the PROCESS. It plays the same role in life, where we follow the process of life, living through every moment and appreciating each occasion. But I've realized, I'll just have to wait.

Ps: It's all abide the wait

Drained Redundantly

2009-05-25T18:56:00.013+08:00

Tick-tock tick-tock.... Can you hear the clock ticking?? It have been quite a long time since I've been blogging. I know that dust are starting to gather in my blog, and even spider webs could be seen accumulating here. But it's gonna change...!! Because its 'spring cleaning' time.. HOHOHOOO~ The reason is very simple. I've been inactive lately due to me going for work in National Achievers Congress 2009 (NAC 2009). Its held in MIECC from 22nd til 24th of May. So?? I'm working there as a crew to handle this crowd of 2 thousands. Hahahaha~
The hall is really big...!! So its extremely tiring for me to walk from one point to the other. For your information, my position in the crew is as a runner to one of the event manager, who is Henry Chee... Our job is to make sure the whole event is working in sync and also to manage all the utilities and the settings. So its extremely busy and tiring. Throughout the whole time in our walkie talkies, you can hear many similar paging lik "Chloe to Henry Chee", "June to Henry Chee", "Emily to Henry Chee", "Alan to Henry Chee" and also "Louis to Henry Chee", as I need to know his position ma.. The verdict, we are really really busy. We have to make sure the VIP guest receive their meals and also discuss with the hotel manager to provide us with assistance in cleaning the venue and providing help in managing this event and etc....(This is my Henry Chee)

Our working crew is about 54 person while we have about 20+ staffs from Success Resources. Their company have been organizing this event for the past 17 years. Think of that...!!! Therefore, I felt really proud to be able to work in such an environment. *WAIT* Let me tell you all a secret... SHHH!!! This is my 1st time working you know.. I know it sounds lame, but I feel very pai seh for working at such a late age.. hohoho~

Now comes the pessimistic part. Working in such an event has it's downfall geh. You have to report for duty at around 6am and sign out at 10+pm.. Ahh!! Its so tiring..." 16 hours of work..!!! And I have to walk constantly... HOHOHO~ Besides, the food there is real bad. Henry was in charge of our food but sadly he ordered from a bad caterer. We ended up eating "less quality" food... I miss my mum's home cook meal. Lastly, being constantly in the air-cond and without any contact of sunlight is really unhealty. It made my lips to crack and dry up. How inconvenient is that!!! (I need my 爱心 honey lemon)

But the whole purpose of the job is to gain the valuable working experience and also, plenty of $$$!! Anyway, I thank Success Resources for organizing this event and I hope to be able to join you in your next event. (I know you guys need me alot!! kakaka')

Here's something I wanna show to one of my friend. This shot was taken during my stay in my cousin's house. Do you notice the little black dots?? Do you know what is it?? HAHAHAHAHA~!!!! (There's seriously a lot of ants feasting on the orange. Disgusting!!)

Quote of the day: If i'm a les, i will not be with you la, straight! (as heard from some friends conversation)

Ps: It's all over. I'm finally back for you

Drive,Drove and Driven

2009-05-19T22:40:00.003+08:00

Finally!!! My long awaited driving lesson finally started... Today is my first practical class. hehe~ My driving instructor came over to my house at about 10.12am, which is 12mins late. (why almost every Malaysian have timing prob de) As I was about to enter the car, I assumed he would fetch me to the driving center for me to learn. Astonishingly, he asked me to sit the driver's seat and drive there. My feeling was? WOW~ I'm driving...!!! He thought me the few basic rules such as adjusting the car seat, the rear view mirrors, side mirrors, wiper and seat belt. After the usual "chores" are done, we're set to go... VROOMM~!!!! From 1st gear til 4th gear, I drove like I had driven before. (I actually did, had some practice with my dad beforehand) So I drove from Subang Jaya and headed down to the Federal Highway to reach PJ. During my journey in Federal Highway, my instructor taught me how to change lanes. My reaction was? So easy one ar?? hehe~ And guess what, I drove at about 90 km/h in Federal Highway, all during my first lesson. So happy!!!

Ermm... actually not everything went that smoothly lar.. When I'm at the Armada Hotel's traffic light, which was a slope, I got panicked. I have never learnt how to drive from a standstill at the traffic light. So while shifting into 1st gear, my car rolled backwards and luckily my instructor pulled the hand break in time. Then it took me about 30 seconds to get the car moving again. (mati engine leh!!! pai seh-nya) many cars from the back started honking and moving aside to shift pass me.. Really super-duper pai seh...!! hehehe~ After that incident, I having some slope phobia tim... Every time my instructor makes me to cross dat slope, I was like oh damn...!! haha~ Anyway, after about hald and hour of driving in PJ town, we went into the driving academy and practiced the slope and the three pointer. Those were easy, compared to the on-the-road driving. (The Kancil which I used to practice my lesson~ LOL)

I know I may not have fully understood you yet, but I believe as you gradually share out more, everything will change. I'm really glad that you explained everything to me, and for your honesty. I just couldn't stop appreciating you. You are really special. No more little secrets yar~

Perhaps it's my fault for thinking too much and worrying about the competition. Its a man thing right?? LOL~ I'm glad you understand....

Ps: Time will tell

Nine More Left

2009-05-18T22:27:00.015+08:00

Hungry~ That's what I felt during the whole morning. Woke up at around 9.25am, dreamt about something weird. But forgotten pulak. I then headed down to the kitchen to drink my fruit juice. Around 10am plus, my parents friends came over to our house. Then I stayed in my room to avoid being a distraction for them. Apparently they were discussing something important... Not long after that, Willie messaged me. Asking me whether I wana join him for movie. I was like ok...! But I had other plans as well... At around 1.15pm, Cee went over and we went to Mid Valley for lunch. During our journey, we heard an advertisement in the radio. It's really lame and funny, about many many persons interrupting the driver while he was driving. And 1 of the interruptions was saying there's a cow in front of the road.. Out of the sudden, I shouted loudly: "THERE'S A COW IN FRONT AHHH!!!" Cee was like totally freaked out and screamed... Hahahah~ The experience was totally funny. I really shocked her out. I'm so sorry. LOL~

We reached Mid Valley at about 2pm. After hesitating on what to eat, we then decided to eat Pasta Zanmai. (after Cee's request)(Blueberry Soda)

(Apple Refresher)

(Ebi Tempura GM Set)

(Black sesame seeds for additional flavors)

(Rei Shabu Salad)

The food there were excellent and the atmosphere there was also cozy... We really enjoyed our meal there. I had the Rei Shabu Salad which was of beef n pasta salad. Its interesting as the dish was a "cold" dish. So its very refreshing and cooling to the body. Cee ate Ebi Tempura GM set which had sesame flavor sauce that compliments well with the pasta and the prawn. During our meal, we talked quite a lot and shared many wonderful and funny conversations. It's really priceless... No money can compensate for the time being spent together. Having good company is the best thing anyone could have asked for. After our lunch at about 3.50pm, we headed down to Isetan in The Gardens to buy caramel flavoured Pucca. But sadly its not sold there and the caramel flavoured was a limited edition de. So, Cee decided to buy Hello Panda as an alternative. Why do you girls like it so much?? Its just biscuit right?? Hahaha.. Doesn't Oreo or something else taste as good when compared with it? Hahahahaha~

At 4.25pm, I sent Cee to her car in d car park and went back to Mid Valley. While walking back, I begin my usual body search. (in case I left out something) So when I searched my pocket to grab for my camera, I was like OH NO~!!! I left it with her. I quickly ran back to the car park and called her to stop to take it back. Luckily she had not left the place yet. You owe me one!!! Finally, out of these "malapateka", I then peacefully join Willie for a movie at 4.40pm. We were 10mins late, thanks to me of course!!! Hohohohoho~ We watched I Love You, Man. It was hilarious with many funny scenes. Its a must watch if your just looking for a casual comedy. Soon after the movie ended, I brought Willie around for a tour in Mid Valley and also The Gardens. Apparently the last time he have visited was about 4-5 years ago. Thats pretty long......." We were hunting for boxers but there seem to be no nice designs. So we ditched our search and headed back home at about 7.30pm. Luckily the traffic was not that heavy and I managed to reach home by 8.06pm, just in time for dinner. Thanks Willie for the movie. *wait* I still haven't paid you for the movie tickets.

At night time, I had a weird session of web cam-ing.. Its so lame.. But fun.. HOHOHO~ I'm having my driving lesson the next morning... So I'm really looking forward to it.

To end the post, I have a request. Where's my 9 more?? U still owe me leehhh~ And I want it fast.. HOHOHOOO~

Ps: Life is never complete without you

Incredulity

2009-05-17T23:09:00.007+08:00

*WAIT* Wasn't I still awake yesterday night? How did I missed your message and slept eh?? Hahaha~ I know its my fault lar, been a tired day... So it's my fault again. Everything is my fault. Yay..!! Its actually my fault... LOL~ Today morning I woke up late. I guessed yesterday was quite tired, so I woked up at 8.25am. Then I realized I was guilty again. So called up to apologize... LOL~ Its so good to hear your voice again. So rewarding. (the Tender and Sexy voice) Anyway, I missed my breakfast because I have to leave home in a hurry, to go church. (forgotten to change my phone battery, and also took the wrong bible, which was my sis's) Lame~

Today Jamie brought a cute sandals to give her uncle's kid or something, not to sure... Skipping the latter, I realized I kinda enjoy seeing baby apparels. Especially the shoes... Its so tiny and small and petite and just plainly CUTE...!!! In the future, my children will enjoy my baby shoe craze. hahaha~ (it's from iPanema)

In the afternoon, Chia Syn asked me out to join her for our jogging session. Apparently she grew fat after 3 days of unhealthy eating. (Shogun, McD and late night supper's I think) Why wouldn't I get fat like you?? I'm so envious... hehe~ I'm not saying you fat larr of course. You are stil so fit, but you're a fair-er wana-be!! We walked from USJ 4 and headed to Daphne's house in USJ 17. It was kinda a long walk, but we knew the shortcut. So we saved alot of our time, and also avoided the blistering sun. When we saw Daphne inside the pondok in the field, our reaction was, HAHAHAHAHA!!! There's a dark duck... LOL~ She's so dark adi, don't know what she's been up to lately. After wasted like 20mins hearing Daphne's lame joke, we proceeded to our exercise. Which is, JOGGING!!! Our jog was literally brief, as they can't keep up with me, kinda sad... LOL~ So we walked back to Daphne's house. While walking, we saw a cute girl, nono, it's not the girl, it's the dog...!! Its a very small white poodle. It's so so adorable. Imagine them staring at you with those eyes, it's so cute... (not the girl la, she's not like my "great friend")

I wana thank Daphne for all her lame jokes again. You really created many speechless moments together while talking with you, and it's really speechless. *no comment* haha~ So today, I wana share a joke to all of you guys which I recently heared from her. Who killed Soulja Boys??

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The answer is...... YOUUUU~!!!!!!
so LAME~

Last but not least, I'm beginning to wonder, why is everyone asking me who's KIWI?? Why are you asking?? In church and also with all my friends. Why?? Isn't KIWI a fruit? How I know wor..!! LOL~

Ps: I can't abide not having you...

Twinge or Tease

2009-05-16T23:51:00.003+08:00

Arghhh!!!! Today was really a frustrating day. Things going unplanned and out of control. That's what I felt... LOL~ Its about 1pm plus when I was in the kitchen helping my mum to cook. We were discussing on some stuff while cooking, so we were quite enjoying our time together. At that time, I was stir-frying something on the pan. Then I realized I have left out some ingredients. So I quickly opened a can with the can-opener. In an absolute rush, I used my finger instead to pry open the lid which was opened recently. Without me knowing, the lid retracted back and slit opened my index finger, slicing open my skin, which was under the fingernail. Immediatly gushes of blood can be seen pouring out from the open wound. My whole finger was covered with blood, and while I was walking towards the toilet to wash the wound, dripplets of blood can be seen trailing on the floor as I walked.(there was actually a big puddle of blood hidden out of view on the lower right of the picture)

My dad quickly took out the first-aid kit and cleaned my wound and apply a bandage for me. He's so caring and gentle, same like me. HEHE~ After that, I had to eat my lunch using my left hand. Its so pathetic, but luckily I'm not obligated to eat using chopsticks. So I used a spoon instead. No big deal~ About 3.25pm, my dad drove me and my sis out to church. On the way, the road was in a jam. I was like OMG~!!! I'm gonna be late. So I got rather pissed off and started scolding the cars for moving so slow. At a certain point of the road, I realized that the jam was caused by some "pat kua" drivers slowing down their car to see whats happening across the road. Apparently there was a small accident. OH PLEASE LA... ACCIDENT ASO WANT TO SEE!!! NEVER SEE BEFORE MEH!!! ISH~ LOL

Luckily the pain on my wound wasn't so painful, so I resumed my position as drummer for this week's worship team. I thanked God for the whole night, even without our Youth pastors, the whole youth service went pretty smoothly. During sermon, me and Leon got a little bored and started to make a diagram on steps about how to eat. HAHAHA~(stripping off the chewing gum)

To my fellow cell group member's, I'm actually not disappointed at what you've done tonight. Everyone have a bad past, so I accept each and everyone of you. For God first loved me, then through him I can only have the strength to love you all. Just do not repeat the same mistakes. Truth comes after Grace. So please appreciate this Grace period and do not take it for granted. Anyway, here's a shot of us sampat-ing. (Leon, Me and Hanna)(the wacko cousin's)

Here's another little part I wish to emphasize on. To my friend, sometimes we are easily distracted by somethings or being hindered by many unexpected things. Please understand this little dilemma of mine, and smile again. HAHAHAHA~ I know it sounds lame, but I'm sorry...."

Ps: Justice is never our call to judge

A Piece of Sovereignty

2009-05-15T23:46:00.010+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHAHAA~ Finally...!!! I actually got my chance to reclaim back my lost time and to actually spent my day to the utmost gain. Today I get to actually take a day off from home and to "re-invent" some quality time with my friends... I know it have been quite long since then, but its another new beginning.. LOL~

In the morning, I was awaken by my mum at 9.35. How come?? She wanted to do some laundry and pulled my quilt off me to wash while I was still asleep.. ISH~ So I'm forced to wake up because I cant sleep without my blanket... *SAD* So throughout the whole morning I was sulking about loosing my blanket... How inconvenient is that?? Anyway, I got a little fed-up and spent my time playing on the piano. I took out some of my old music sheets and started playing and improvising on them. Ended up?? I made my own song which was kinda sweet, BUT, I forgotten about the arrangement right after I finished playing. Not long after that, San San called and asked wheter I would like to join her to Pyramid for a lunch at Shogun. The offer is so tempting... But sadly, I had to reject. Why?? My mum cooked her famous signature dish, which was......her delicious curry!! I couldnt say NO to that. Therefore, I would like to apologize to San for rejecting your offer... Hehe~

In the afternoon, I went over to Summit to watch a movie with Yee Shien at 5pm. Planing to watch alone.. But luckily he was able to finish his lunch soon enough and come over to watch. (Stil, we were 7 minutes late) LOL~ We watched "Angels and Demons". Its actually quite a nice movie, with an interesting storyline which was about the Vatican Church and the Illuminati. Hmm.. The plot is about how the Illuminati's trying to destroy the Vatican Church for what they have done in the 16th century. While watching our movie, suddenly the whole cinema was interrupted by a phone call from some useless guy who forgotten to silent his phone. My reaction was?? I gave and extremely loud *AHEM* which instantly made the guy feel bad. HOHOHOHO~ I know I'm evil!! But he should have respected everyone and kept his phone silent. See!! Wasn't I doing a great favour for everyone?? LOL~

As soon as the movie ended, we walked around Summit to have some conversation. We walked round and round Summit till we were like so SIEN... But anyway, thanks for joining me for the movie. Hmm.. at about 7.52pm, I took a bus and went to Pyramid to have my dinner, ALONE!!! Yen Mei and the others couldn't join me. They had their exam's next week. (you owe me 1 dinner) hehe~ Sadly I ended up at Subway to have my dinner. While I was walking to Subway, I received a sudden MIRACLE!!! A very unexpected one. Willie suddenly messaged, asking me whether I'm free to hang out with him... I was like SURE!!! So I asked him to join me in Pyramid. I had Subway Club as my dinner. It's kinda my favorite, with all the hams and the cheese. YUMMY~(My favorite)

After my lonely dinner, Willie finally came over and joined me in Starbucks. There we chatted like as though we have not seen each other for ages. (its about 5 months since we last met) We shared everything from college to life. It was really interesting to finally get to catch up with an old friend, a really good and close friend. (I had Earl Grey tea)

Hehe~ After about 1 and a half hours of chatting, we went over to Canai Cafe in SS15 for some additional chat. The service there was real bad. Couldn't believe the waiter was a little rude to us. But well, I forgave him. (perhaps he had a rough day) LOL~ We wrapped up at about 2.15am and headed home. Thanks for everything Willie!!! (the drinks and the warm company) You really lighten up my day... HAHA

(I wondered how the burn marks existed in our receipt... LOL)

Lastly, I wanted to apologize to my friend, for not being able to allocate my time to be spent with you. I know it have been a lonely night for you.. I'm really sorry for not being by your side. Oh ya, please do take care not to bump into any objects anymore... You'd not want to end up with bruises all over your body right?? LOL~

Ps: Maybe time is always not at our side...

A Fortnight, Ago...

2009-05-14T23:34:00.008+08:00

*BLUR* Today was really a boring day. No activities and no appointments. How bad could it be?? It's PATHETIC!!!! Hahahaha~ Even the little birds in my front yard were enjoying themselves. Its so not fair. Well, what do you expect? Their life were so much simpler and less complicated then us. All they need to do is grow up, find food, lay eggs and good bye. They don't even need to worry about education and finding a good girl friend/wife. They would just sing a happy song and a female bird will somehow "magically" appears and come over towards him and BINGO~!!! They've just created a family. LOL~ If only we humans can be so simple, sing a song, get a wife, have our kids and happily ever after.

But we would be actually be missing the pleasures of indulging in things and relationships and also the world which was crafted out of our very own hands. Isn't life wonderful?? How great it would be if we could just take a day off, spending our time to appreciate every fine details, perhaps counting every petals that bloom from a tree, or maybe watching the clouds float by, trying to visualize an object out of it... Hahaha~ I know I have crapped to much. Sounds like the "crap-ster" which me and Leon used to call. Anyway, the little birds now grew feathers adi. Soon, they would leave the nest and go sing their little song... They really grow so fast (it must be from the honey stars I fed to them) hehe~

(I only saw 1 chick)

In the afternoon my driving instructor called me. He told me that he's coming over... But for what?? He's finally giving me my beloved L Driving License which was just done today. Felt so happy. I can drive soon... Just got to quickly finish up my lessons..HEHE~
(forgive me for the angry face, its done in purpose)

So, to end my post for today, I would like to recall back to 1 particular day. A day which happened a fortnight ago... Any clue?? Ahahahahaha...." Its on the 30th of April, the very day which something happened. It feels kinda weird, because it had only been just two weeks. I swear it felt like ages... Perhaps that's just life. And I'm enjoying every moment in it, with YOU.

Ps: Whats tomorrow?

Clichéd

2009-05-13T23:38:00.002+08:00

*Alarm Rings* I looked at my phone, its only 8.45am leh... What ever larr.. So I continued to sleep till 9.45am only when I realize, I was LATE...!!! I quickly washed up and changed and get ready by 11am to await the arrival of my friend. Today me and my friends planned to head over to Pavilion for a lunch and perhaps a movie and also to lookout for a white "dress".. LOL~
But guess what?? My friend Cee is late again... HOHOHO~ She's still at home changing when I messaged her at 10.40am. End up, Cee reached my home at 11.38am. *as expected* So from here, we left my home at head on to the Pavilion to eat...!!! Hmm... Did I missed something?? YEA~ I got a surprise... It's a homemade Honey Lemon drink specially made for me to ease my "sore throat"... (how sweet is that) (it tasted soooo good, can I have another 1??)

On the way to Pavilion, I went to Plaza Low Yat to help my friend to purchase a new lappy adapter. According to her bro, its "rosak"... So buy new one lu... So here I am standing in front of the DELL consumer store, staring at the salesman. After like 10 seconds of eye contact, he finally figured out I was there to seek his assistance. LOL~ This is our conversation:

Salesman: Hi. May I help you?
Me: Yea. I would like to replace this adapter. It's spoiled.
Salesman: Ok, let me have a look at it. *checks*
(after 1 min)
Salesman: Hmm... This one ar?? So old adi lehh... Someore use the 3-pin plug tim, tsk tsk tsk... Macam antique adi lehh...(bla-bla-bla)
Me: So do you have it?? *impatient*
Salesman: Of course we have larr... Let me get the replacement for you...
(*OMG* He have just wasted 2 mins of my life listening to him to brag his grandmother stories)
Me: If this adapted spoil adi, got warranty de mar?
Salesman: Aiya, dun worry lar... We sell all new new de...
Me: Ok.. How much is it??
Salesman: *simply punches the culculator* RM 130 larr..
Me: Got discount anot worr?? Nett price meh?
Salesman: Boy ah, you don't try to ask for dicount ah... All this is fixed price...
Me: *whatever*

Sadly, Ting, Hang and CRV couldn't make it with us. (Dunno what Cee said to them.. LOL) So we went alone to Pavilion to grab our lunch. By the way, we got a little disorientated with our time. Thanks to who?? The lousy clock in the car... It's 1 hour in advance.. So when we reached Pavilion, its 1.32pm (actual time), whereas we assumed its 2.32pm... Cacat-nya~ Our lunch was at Madam Kwan's Restaurant. It's specialty is Malaysian Cuisine, BUT.... I ordered New Zealand Lamb Chop instead, Why??? I'm kinda bored of eating Malaysian food adi. Cee instead choosed to be a true Malaysian and ordered Nasi Lemak... Haha~ I felt so bad.. After lunch, we went window shopping. Can't really afford to shop much here as the clothes here are all way beyond "high class"... So my friends suggestion was?? To walk(exercise) more... To loose the fat they've just eaten. Hahahaha~ We did found our little night dress that we were hunting, BUT the price was RM 599. Hmm, a little $$$ hor??

At 5.48pm, I returned home. This was the 2nd time I got infected with the KIWI FEVER again... How dreadful I've suffered. (If only you'd stay for 2 more mins, I bet it would have lessen the pain) Hence, I decided to take a "LONG" jog to keep myself out of the fever. I started my jog at 6pm and finished at 7.43pm. I guessed I had covered a distance of around 7km. Man... That's really far..." Here's the route I had covered:
(click to enlarge)

It's kinda tiring after the "long" walk... (duh~!!!) At least it helped in keeping my head clear from KIWI FEVER... hohoho~ I do hope next time would be a better experience instead of being bothered by the annoying "traffic JAM" !!!!

Ps: Would you sacrifice your all for affection?

Perplexed

2009-05-12T18:16:00.007+08:00

Today morning I woke up being totally upset, something which you will rarely see on me. hahaha~ Many of you would wonder how it actually originated. Well...It was carried over from yesterday's night bizarre incident. I guessed it's really odd to recall over your past forlorn, but I felt that we have to face our difficulties and not let it be a setback towards our lives. GUESS what?? I confronted my problem, and it was solved instantly... I should have done this yesterday night, but it would have been grueling and awkward. Here's a lesson that I've just learnt which I would like to share with all of you. When we are facing a rough situation, whether its on your family or friends, don't avoid it. Be bold and face it. Though it may sounds practically imposible, but once we confront the person and share out our feelings, things would naturally subside and get back to normal. (Keep in mind: Stay calm and keep a cool tone when you are expressing) You'll not want to cause them to feel akward or agitated aren't you?? LOL

When I was doing some gardening in my front yard, I noticed lately there was a considerable frequent amount of trips made by some birds lately, zooming around my garden, gladly hunting for some twigs and dried grass. Hmm~ This is weird. What are these birds up to?? So I tried to search high and low, and guess what?? Up on our Bougainvillea tree I found a bird nest and there was 2 tiny baby birds chirping around. While I was trying to "act" as a paparazzi and try to sneak a few photos of "them", far in the distance I saw the father and mother birds squeaking as though they were mad at me, yelling at me to stay away from the nest. HAHAH~ I played dumb and acted as though I don't understand their language and quickly snapped a few shots before I was pecked by them... Joking~ I'm not so cruel to disturb the little babies of theirs...

(this was when they were still fast asleep)

(awake after being interrupted by me... hehe)

(they looked like some kind of alien birdie's)

I felt a little guilty for disturbing them, therefore, I hope you guys would forgive me (daddy and mummy bird)... I promise to buy honey stars for your kids... Deal??? hahahahahaha~

Anyway, my whole day's schedule is all a little messed up. Don't really understand what my PA is currently planning. Perhaps she's not yet done with her job yet. So I'll just have to wait patiently for the outcome. hehe~ (Please inform me earlier next time when you've actually changed your plans)

Ps: Honesty is the best policy

Bread, Candy and Chocolate

2009-05-11T20:04:00.007+08:00

Hohohohohoho~ This is currently the 7th post in my blog. *WAIT* Why am I emphasizing on this??? Because I felt that when something reaches 7, it's a perfection, thus it's about to reach it's maturity... Therefore, my blog is no longer a noobie blog, its now called a blog. *LAME* hehe~ Anyway, I would like to dedicate this to all my fellow readers/stalkers/lovers/friends, which is a very hearty thank you for spending your time to peruse my blog. I hoped you all enjoyed understanding more of my life through this little part of me. NOW, for the "interesting" part, would you all please drop a comment at the end of this post to articulate your views and opinions about my blog??? (so that I can comprehend your views)

Nevertheless, let's skip those part and resume back to me. While I was still sleeping soundly, SUDDENLY, my phone beeped...(6.21am) Usually I wouldn't notice it, but today I was awaken by it and I immediately jumped out of my bed. (I thought I had a bad dream) Rupa-rupanya its a message from my friend Cee. (in a half asleep condition, i replied her message)

Cee: What time you finish your test?
Me: Huh? What time I finish my test? U meant U izit?
Cee: What time you finish your test lar?
Me: Today I don't have exam lar... Sotplak!!
Cee: *SWT* I'm asking that day larr.. what time you finished your exam, cacat!!
(after straining my brain for 2 mins)
Me: Oh.. Now I understand what you meant. I finished my exam at 12.10 lar...
Cee: So blur la you...

How do you expect me to know you are referring to my previous MUET test wor?? haha~ I thought you blurred and thought today I had my Prawn exam or something.... Throughout my morning, I helped my mum to do various things. It's so tiring... I even have to polish the kitchen windows for her... LOL~

Here's a little part of me which I want to share. I love eating vegetables, therefore having salad in my meal is quite important. I've included a picture of my salad which I had for dinner just now (its just an appetizer)... Try guessing which is my bowl... Hahahahah~
(our appetizer before dinner)

The answer is....... The round bowl~!!!
Isn't it tasty???

*Wait* Where is my PA when I need her?? I have an important appointment I need you to arrange into my schedule. Please arrange Tuesday or Friday for me... Can't afford to loose this appointment. Thanks~ HAHAHA

Ps: Making choices aren't easy, especially when its for you

A Mother's Journey

2009-05-10T19:40:00.041+08:00

Every 2nd Sunday of May, it's a very very special day. You've guessed it, it's MOTHERS DAY!!!! Woke up early in the morning to wish my mum and to give a loving hug. We (me and my sis) then gave her our lil presents to show our appreciation towards her. Here's a little message I want to tell my mum:

" Mummy, I love you!! You've been the best mum to me. What I am now is all thanks to your care and support for molding me and guiding me into a better person. Perhaps I may not be in my best manner, but you've always forgave me and gave me room to learn my mistakes. Thanks mum! Happy Mothers Day!!!"
*Tears rolling*

After that, we went church as usual. Today, the children's from Star Kids had a little surprise performance for the adults service. They each went up on to the stage to speak their wishes while expressing their touching appreciation to their mum's. Their uncluttered and innocent minds really had everyone teary eyed, especially all the mother's. (even some dads too) hehe~

Our family then headed to Fireman, a BBQ restaurant located in Jaya One, PJ. It's a BBQ style buffet, where you can just order what you want and keep on ordering and ordering and ordering and ordering...(until u can't eat anymore) LOL~

(we occupied the whole upper floor)

(the choices of food we get to ORDER!!!)

(me~!! Beside the trays of fishballs)

(starting to grill)

(look at my amazing chopstick skills... Beat that Kiwi~!!)

(they even serve fish shaped fish cakes... so cute~)

We kept eating/ordering beef and lamb. Beef and lamb!!! Beef and lamb!!! I guessed the waiters also can predict what we want. Beef and lamb!!! haha~ (we order a total of 9 platters of beef in total) In the middle of our "feast", we were suddenly interrupted by some loud and annoying music. We were like WHAT??? BISING leh!!! Then only we realized there was a performance by the "fireman". HAha~ He's a fire stuntman who performs those fire acts... Its so cool. He even managed to make the fire swirl around his chest.
(breathing flame~!!!)

(lighting up his hand)

Besides than this amazing performance, the restaurant also had an arcade machine which totally rocks!!! Its a soccer styled game, BUT... the interesting part is you get to control the robots to direct the ball into the opponents goal. Me and Leon competed against each other. Result? No one won... Everyone was too obsessed in toying around with the robot. XD
(the arcade machine)

(our lame formation)

(I looked soo CUTE~)

This is a very predictable section, the CAMWHORES part... We couldn't resist for some photo shoots..." LOL~

(Phyllis and Zoe)(despising the green bean dessert)

(our beloved parents)

(the 3 gorgeous mums)

(we exchanged shoe for the day~ LOL)

(the remains of a tough 2 hours food war)

We left the restaurant at 3pm... It's so sad~ We have to part farewell... Saying good bye is always a tough job... (we will still meet next week though) LAME~!!!!!

Guess what!!! I've just recently hired the world's "BEST" Personal Assistant... She's very hardworking and is willing to execute her job excellently. Felt so proud to have such a PA as she is highly sought after by many companies... LOL~ (work hard and you will recieve your well deserved BONUS)

Ps: To catch sight of you is purely a wonder

Nine Five Nine

2009-05-09T23:40:00.003+08:00

I'm just glad for what happened today. It all seems to work out just the way I wanted. Hahahaha~ (maybe not everything la). This morning I'm suppose to have DIM SUM with my friend at 10 am. BUT..... My friend came late tim, about 45 mins difference. ISH~ Hehe...(but I never blame you) SO?? We decided not to have dim sum anymore... We headed straight away to Sunway Pyramid instead to have our branch (breakfast/lunch). After staring at the shops directory for about 4 minutes and after being constantly bugged by the concierge, we finally decided what to eat!! PORRIDGE... Hohoho~ We headed to "Porridge Time" in Asian Avenue. It's really a healthy alternative compared to having fast food lor... There, we ordered porridge, (DUH!!!) and also "yau char kwai" and soya milk. Sounds so healthy leh?? Thanks to my suggestion, we became some healthy freako's!!! Guess what, we were the only "young" people there, as all who were there were all those old uncle and untie's... I feel so sesated.

After being healthy, LOL, we resorted to stroll the mall and have some window shopping. We went NOSE to get a watch as a gift for someone special. Hehehe~ (thanks for the opinion/advice). Shortly, our sixth sense led us to somwhere special, which is, the pet shop... We wanted to check out the puppies there, but sadly they are no longer on display, so we can only stare at the "ugly" China Tree Frog and also some scorpions and squirrel.The frog was really awfully disgusting, and instantly gave me the creeps. Imagine having them in your shirt. YUCKS~!!! Disgusting... There, we also got a chance to browse through the puppy shirts which is so so cute! I can't wait to have my own puppy... *stares at mum* (then can dress my "poodle/schnauzer" up)

Our jorney ends at Baskin Robbins, where we had "Jamoca® Almond Fudge" and "Mint Chocolate Chip".(It tasted so much better when shared)

Here's a section where I would like to include words that I have just learnt (got the hang of it):

Toh Toh Yeh (Cantonese)
Sotplak (Kiquation)
Triangle and Square (House??)

Ps: If we can meddle with time, then its no longer called time

Poignant to Exultant

2009-05-08T19:37:00.008+08:00

Speaking about time well spent, today was one of the most idle-ing days of my life. My schedule for the day was UNEXPECTEDLY EMPTY...(As my appointments were being canceled due to some reasons) Anyway, I spent my whole morning tidying the house. Waking up at 8 am, realizing I'm all alone in the house, made the whole atmosphere seems a little creepy. "I'm all alone?? *echos*" After a short moment of day dreaming, I then started to do a little gardening(killing the weeds and watering the plants), moving on with tidying my living room and kitchen. I actually quite enjoyed the peacefulness I'm having, as though the whole house is mine, all mine..!!! Muahahahahahahahah~~~~!!! (forgive me for being syok sendiri) Around 10 am, my mummy called, she said:

"Morning darling...!! Wake up adi mar?? Can you go and mop the floor for me??"

*I went into hibernation mode straight away* Having to mop the floor is tiring and boring... You have to face that ugly mop with twisted hairs that looks like some african lady from my college.. haha...
(I'm so sexy~)

Skipping those boring part, let's get into some serious matter. I guess this morning I was infected by some fever, not "Denggi" fever or "Chikungunya" fever, but its "Kiwi" fever. It's currently still new to the public, so I guess I'm the first to catch on this fever.
Symptoms will look like:

1. Constant headache
2. Couldn't sleep well
3. Lack of appetite (exclude me from this part)
4. Constant thoughts about something/someone
5. Moody
6. You will start to miss someone
7. You don't feel like doing anything

So that's about it... Having such fever which is still new to the public has its downside, which is there's still no cure for it. Haha~ Wana catch this fever?? Feel free to share my cup/drink, you'l get infected as soon as possible (if you followed the instructions given out by WHO)

Haiz~ I can't stop thinking about you... Can you make it stop?? I'm beginning to feel restless and helpless. T4 cells, fight harder!!!!!
I'm glad that you're not on your way to Perak anymore, which means we're not parted away... *relieve* You got me all anxious and worried tim~ Really really happy for you..."

Ps: Absence makes the heart grow fonder

A Minor Aggravation

2009-05-07T19:37:00.005+08:00

Oh No... Today was the final part for my MUET (speaking), was very nervous as I registered myself for the exam at 11am sharp... The bad thing was, we were quarantined for half an hour before we can commence the test. Luckily me and Sean were the first to start, along with a girl and Iman... OMG~!!!!!! Thats the first thing I felt as soon as we enter the exam room. It was dimly lit with 4 tables arranged for the candidates to sit, AND, the worst part is there's two examiners sitting at the opposite of both ends of our table... Imagine their stern and serious face staring at you the whole time while you speak?? (It's unbearable...) Hohohohooho~ Anyway, our topic was on "Ways to promote child safety" and my individual task was about "promoting child safety in school". I did what we learn during the "crash course" for MUET and I hope I did well...
(you should have seen me shivering with fear and anxiety as I speak, its really really funny).

After the MUET test, I went to a cafe called CLC Cafe in SEGi College Kota Damsara... It looks so much better compared to our lame cafe back in SEGi College Subang Jaya. As usual, me being a tea freak would order tea whenever I get the chance. Here's a little conversation that went between us...

Waiter: "Anything sir??"
Louis: "Can I have Earl Grey tea please???"
Waiter: "Huh?? Apa itu?? Lu mau tehh ah? Tehh kita ada... "
Louis: " *SLAPS* Erm, give me tea, normal lipton/boh tea.. Oh ya, remember NO MILK ah...!!!"
Waiter: "Anymore you mau??"
Louis: "Give me the french fries..."
Waiter: "Huh?? Friend flies?? oh oh.. u mau wafer ke?
Louis: "*pointing at the picture* I WANT FRENCH FRIES..."

Can you imagine how poorly they converse, making me frustrated only... HAIZ~ Never mind, I forgave him on the spot already.. hehe~ After several minutes, my drink came, and guess what..... it was tea, BUT IT HAD MILK IN IT, AND ITS CONDENSE MILK....!!! It's so not what I had ordered lorr.. My "friend" asked me to change it, but I forgave the person and just forget about the matter... He's too imprudent to help anything... (I know I'm very good and kind...LOL)

After lunch I have to return back to college in Subang to meet Miss Jamie while my dad payed the fees. This is a truly sad case, because none of the college's computer can actually play my group's movie presentation smoothly. The solution?? Miss Jamie asked me to bring my laptop and show it to her... PRESTO~!!! Why did mine worked and not yours?? *doubts* (maybe she missed me and she wants to see my cute face again though now its the semester break adi) Hohohoho~

Later in the afternoon, me, my sis and my mum went out for shopping. I bought 4 shirts in Padini, and also a black slack. Anyway, while we were shopping in Jusco to buy groceries, i spotted this:

(It looks so juicy and nice)

But sadly I know you dislike it and prefer not to eat it, too sour hor?? Hehe~ So i didn't buy for you. After a hectic day of shopping, my mum decided to call it a day and we drove back happily, heading back to our home sweet home with the sun on our backs..

Ps: I really hope we can meet tomorrow, If only......

Disillusioned

2009-05-06T18:03:00.010+08:00

Today was a very unexpected day I guess. Got a message from my friend saying there's something important she wanted to tell me. As soon as I got to know the matter, my whole mind went BLANK... Ermm, its kinda hard to explain, but I was so shock that you have kept it away from my knowledge... If you wouldn't have told me, I guess this matter would have stayed concealed from ever reaching my ears. In a petrified manner, I stayed confused and "STONED"

for the next 1 hour...

Not long after my lunch, I went Starbucks to catch up with some friend and to further receive additional minutiae regarding that matter. I got my favorite drink, Tazo Tea, which compliments me well with my current "emo-ness" which I'm experiencing... hehe~ We saw Leticia working there as a part time barista..." She's so helpful

(Tip: Choose "Passion" if you're in the mood for some emo-ing~ It really helps to kick in the mood)

My final verdict is to forgive you. Actually it's not really a big deal, but i felt that you should have stayed more honest.. Anyway, I'm glad it's all over, and I'm thankful we're back on the same track.
No more little secrets okay??
hehe...."

On the way home, we saw a man fell from his motorcycle at the side of the road. He slipped i guess... Can't help him though, I was securely pinned-down by the seat belt (my excuse la)... hohohohoo~
Below is a picture of a watch (duh!!!) It's very hard to read, more like some alien wordings.. Kiwi ah, I really dunno how you read de lor..
(This watch is nice, its very captivating..)

Ps: I'm starting to LOVE the field, many magical things actually happens over there..

3,2,1, Start!!!

2009-05-06T12:30:00.003+08:00

WHAT???

I'm actually starting a "Blog" ?? Hahahahaha...
(wasn't i too lazy for that??)

I guess everyone will potentially catch on with this wave (it works for me)... So for now, I'll just take my time to understand how to actually BLOG!!!!! I seriously need guidance here... Anyone?? So stay tuned for more updates on this little part of me..."

Ps: Life is to be shared, not concealed...